I mean this in the sincerest way possible: I need you to do me a favor. I need you to find someone else to rely on because I don’t want to bring you down with me. I’ve been getting worse and I’ve kept it to myself to the best of my ability and I’ve tried to put on a good front for everyone. I literally feel powerless to this and nobody understands that. I need you to stay strong and continue what you’re doing and not let anyone else ever bring you down, including me. Don’t let my decision determine your happiness.